My Mushroom Journey to Healed Trauma, Less Shame, and More Love (Part 7: The Final Tipping Point to Say Yes)
Even though all my inner voices were in harmony that yes, I wanted to do 'shrooms, there was still this one part of me that needed something more.
In the weeks following my breakfast with Ryan, I had all but settled the matter: I really wanted to have this experience.
However, even though most of the voices inside of me spoke in unison about my desire to move forward with exploring plant medicine with Ryan and Michelle, there was yet that part of me that (felt like it) needed external validation from people I respected.
A kind of permission slip, if you will, to try this crazy thing.
But if I’m being honest, the whole idea still sounded bonkers to me.
“Colby? Do mushrooms?!”