Oh Right, THIS Feeling Again

I haven't known what to say since last week, as the feelings of shock (and unsurprise) have left me quite confused. But here's what I have to say (for now, at least) about yet another Trump win.

Prologue: For the most part I’ve stayed silent since last Tuesday night. No one has needed my take on the Election. No one should be wondering where I stand or how I feel—I don’t need to post one more time about my feelings on Trump, I’ve been consistent and clear for 8 years now.

And yet, when I sat down to write today, it felt weird to not say something. So this is me, trying to clear the gunk out of my throat… although, after writing it, I’m not sure anything moved. I might need heavier medication to break up this much blockage.

Even still, here’s what I’m thinking and feeling today about the election results; why I think Trump won; how it makes me feel (and question everything… again); and what I’m gonna do about it.

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